5 a.m.

Blah.

5:11 am and I'm wide awake. I've been wide awake since 4 am and for no good fucking reason. I woke up to pee and it was like someone just switched on a massive flood lamp in my head. Can't get back to sleep...bored beyond belief. So here I am...boring others. (what others Emily? Christ, what a vanity to think that "others" are actually reading this)

I think my favorite thing about waking up at 4 am is remembering there used to be a time that I wouldn't even have been asleep yet at 4am. If anything, I would have been pouring myself into a cab home at that time.

Oh well, at least I know I won't be hungover in the morning. Not sure if that is a good thing or not, come to think of it.

Losing my cherry

So, I've finally decided to lose my blog cherry.

Can't figure out quite why I'm doing this.

Am I doing this just to say that have a blog? To get attention?
Or just to have a place where I can get my thoughts down? To
express some wee little bit of quasi-creativity?

Who the hell knows. Feel free to tell me.